the way that my mind is sososo conflicted because i literally hate his guts right now but i want to see his growth but im so betrayed right now, like how was i shaking and on the verge of tears from one single chapter? I was literally up to the last few pages and had to put my book down for a few minutes from the audacity Jenna had to do that to me (us).

It's messy, the characters are imperfect, it's full of drama and toxic behaviour 24/7 and I LOVED it. Clearly this book had me questioning a lot with it having my emotions all tangled up and I can’t get it out of my head.That was what I wanted to be doing and I was doing it, and I had a girl in my hands that I wanted there, and we were touching and kissing and that was what I wanted. fyi he’s in love with his dead brother’s wife, but then suddenly turned out that he’s in love with magnolia too. All 20-year-old Daisy Haites has ever wanted is a normal life, but as the heiress to London's most notorious criminal empire, it's just not on the cards for her. Each installment unfolds a tapestry of compelling stories, intertwining the lives of diverse characters against the backdrop of the enchanting Magnolia Parks. Christian's life is no walk in the park either, since he's in love with his best friend's girlfriend, Magnolia Parks.

i was so connected to their story and was rooting for them — the love they have for each other just pulled at my heart strings; it is deeply felt on every single page but at the same time i was hoping they wouldn’t end up back together bc i wanted to seem them grow as individuals.i felt like all the betrayals were happening to me, her writing is just so beautiful, whimsical and poetic. I think if we all could have peeked behind heaven’s curtains at that moment we’d have seen those old Fates knotting our threads together, me and Beej, in this pure, sunny, inexorable, undoable way. this is the must infuriating, addictive, heart wrenching and frustrating book i’ve EVER read - it literally sucks you in right from the first few pages.

i had an exhausting day and i really didn’t need that ending because im still sobbing and fuck blowjob bc who the fuck he thinks he is?I’m so mad at BJ right now I feel like he personally hurt me lmao but I also just want him to be okay because he is so clearly not okay and it’s so heartbreaking to read. It's about people who can't move on because they've never not known the meaning of life without the other person. She's confused about who she loves and does not loves because all she ever wanted was attention and love from a boy but mostly from Bj who broke her, her heart and her trust only because HE WANTED TO?